[-Monday, January 19, 2009-]
A-STAR scholar
15th Jan 09, a 25 years old A-STAR Scholarship winner committed suicide after he was rejected 2nd time by his China "girl" friend.
How do you feel after reading tis report?
To speak de truth, im really quite frustrated by his action. To take own life away so easily for a ger... No matter how much i pitied him, i still cannot force myself to sympathize with wad he had done.
Why?
First, for a ger, he forgot abt his family. Wad abt his aged father and mother? His father and mother had been working hard to earn money to support him and even his studies. So why would u end ur life without tinking abt ur parents?? You realli break their hearts. Even tou they may not show or even tell other ppl how sad they are now... But tink of these facts.
1. Their own son had left them bcos of a China ger!!
2. A China ger is even more valuable than their own son's life!!
Are u realli sure that they are not heart broken? Tink again. Above are jus 2 facts, there are even more tings which can be listed out.
U fail...
Secondly, for a ger, u forgot abt Singapore. U are wasting our tax-payers' money for studies and scholarships. We are waiting for u to come back to serve the country with ur knowledge. Yet, for a ger, u jus threw your life away... Jus lidat.. Why?
Fail.
Thirdly, for a ger, u forgot abt how precious one life is. How can u simply discard a healthy life jus lidat? Alot of ppl are yearning for a life like yours!! To be knowledgable, to be sought after by the government, having a bright future, free from disabilities and disease, blah blah..
U fail again..
Basically, u jus screwed up your life. To relieve your own suffering, u chose to take ur own life. Creating even more suffering and sadness among other ppl like your parents, relatives, ur "best" friend, ur "girl" friend and even fellow Singaporeans.
FAILEDIm realli quite pissed off by such a silly decision made by a "supposedly highly intelligent" human being.. However, as i tink more abt it, i tink i can understand why did he jump.
Maybe bcos of stress? All his life, he was under alot of stress to do and study well and he had been de top student of the schools. Maybe his 25 years of life had been smooth and successful, he had never faced any rejections or failures before? Maybe tis was the first time he got whacked hard 2x in a row? First, he got rejected and his "girl" friend loves his "best" friend. Love is realli like a double edged sword. It can either help u or hurt u. Wen it wants to hurt u, it is able to make u blind and tink of nuthing else except love. Oni wen ur buddies or family give u 1 tight slap den u may be able to wake up your bloody idea.
Having a perfect life will not benefit us afterall. Oni wen we fell down den we will hab the chance to become stronger. Oni wen there are challengers den we will be able to become better.
Its realli sad that Singapore lost a talented man. I firmly believed that he will be able to contribute alot to Singapore if he will to be around.
R.I.P
"Never ask why i love you, just accept that i do." || 8:50 PM
