[-Sunday, October 21, 2007-]

So simple and yet so complex.

I cant contact my sensei anymore. She's not online in msn and she's not replyng my sms. So wad had happened? She had disappeared as if she had never existed before.

Im worried that she's in trouble since she's working in KL (which is a dangerous place to be in *flipping the newspapers*). I hope that she's okay.

Recently, i met up with another online friend from Batam. She came to Singapore specially to meet up with her friends. So i went to harbour front ferry terminal to wait for her arrival and she managed to find me.

Her hair caught my attention straight. She has the same hair style as Yang Cheng Lin. Yea, the jelly fish head. I dun like that hair at all. To me, that hair is ugly no matter who has it. Anyway, is to me only. Maybe to you, that hair is fantastic.

BY actually commented that she was exactly like a princess since Yang Cheng Lin is being portrayed as a princess by the taiwanese media. I quite agreed with this statement since she was rich and she did not have to work. Abit too dependent on her mother.

After she went back to Batam, we contacted each other tru sms everyday (this month phone bill gonna be a disaster). She started to tell me that she had already fell in love with me. I dun react very well when girls told me that they like me. So i will try to change the subject or just act blur hopping that she will stop. But everyday, 1 or 2 sms will repeat this same thing over and over again.

Yesterday, she proposed to me that she wanted to find work in Singapore so that we can meet up together more often. And she had fallen in love with me, what am i going to do? How would u answer this?

I actually told her maybe we can see how it goes when she does really work in Singapore. I guess im left with no choice but to tell her this. Its so unbelievable that a girl will fall in love with you when she had only met up with you for less than 1 hour? Its just like how unbelievable that my boss actually hired me to work in A-STAR straight after the interview was over. But the latter is much much simple. BY actually told me that Batam girls are very clever, they will marry so that they can emigrate and have a better life. Hmmm... But why she would want to work when she can actually enjoy her life without any worries?

I guess i have no answers until i get to know her more. Maybe a big conspiracy is behind all this. You wouldn't know right?

And seriously, i still prefer my partner to be a Singaporean or a Malaysian. OR a Japanese!! =P
"Never ask why i love you, just accept that i do." || 10:30 AM